Buenos Dias!

Good Morning. Its been a while. I'm in Modesto, living. I have a crappy job, and I am broke all of the time, just living the American Dream.
I'm looking for a new job. I'm enjoying spending time with my family and my Jordan.
My dad is getting married in June. It's kinda weird because him and his fiancee have only been together as long as Jordan and I. Oh well, they're grown and can make their own decisions.
So what do you think about this charging recent immigrants $2000 to stay in the US or making it a felony for them to not pay. I personally think it is a bit ridiculous. Paying a little bit to stay in the country I think it a bit reasonable, but most recent immigrants aren't living a lavish life, they are living very modest lives. I think $2000 is a bit much. Making it a felony to not pay is kinda dumb. Prisons are already over crowded. Deporting immigrants is a little better than putting them in our defunct prison system. Our economy now depends on a inexpensive labor force, so we need them. I think that they should try to assimilate to our way of life a little bit more, but hopefully that will happen over time. I hope this law does not pass. What do you think...

Well I am going to go visit my little great grammy. So peace out!

Great Heathens

ohh...don't you love it. Rach-ee-poo and I went to Great America today (actually, yesterday). We went with her brother and some folx. It was fun we went on water slides, we even wore board shorts! yay! We watched the dumb Spongebob movie. I got sunburned again. I had funnel cake for the first time, then wished I hadn't had it at all. Well yeah, rock and roll bitches, rock and roll...

(oYo)

I try to think that I live without too many regrets, but sometimes I think too much. Plus, its not like I can do shit about most of it. I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking about Scott. I had this friend, since fifth grade, we were really close. I liked him, so I told him...I was such a little kid. Anyhu, he was really rude about telling me that he didn't like me. It really hurt my feelings. Then in high school I really liked him off and on, we were so close anyway. When he started going out with this girl, all of our friends started telling me that he was cheating on me. I told them that I never knew me and him where together. I transfered schools, I still talked to Scott, but thats when I fell in love, and not with Scott, with Jason (and that's another long story). Jason and I were having problems and I was talking to Scott about them. Scott was getting really angry and he told me that I had to choose between him and Jason, I didn't want to, but he said if I didn't then he would hate me. So, I chose Jay. That was the beginning of the end of our friendship. He just got kinda cold with me. I still didn't really have any idea that he had feelings for me. I just thought he was acting weird. Then this girl started following us around. all the time. She was obcessed with Scott. She hated me and I hated her right back. Only because she liked Scott and was really rude to me. At first Scott couldn't really stand her, but she wouldn't give up. It got to the point where I would show up at his house and she would be there already. That was irritating. Then I guess they started dating and she forbid that he see me. It was about this time that my own mother had to tell me that Scott had feelings for me the whole time, I just wish he would have made it more apparent. I guess our friends and parents knew, I was just oblivious. Now I don't even have him as a friend. Its so sad, the Scott I knew was funny, crazy, outgoing, and assertive. And thats what I loved about him. Now, he's just so damn whipped, its ridiculous, he's quiet. She's the shot caller. He just does whatever she says. They're supposed to be getting married this month. At least you're less of a pussy when you're whipped and married.

...lost in wonderland...

so hello beeaatchhh!

Crazy crazy... so yeah, Patsy Cline. Laying around drunken...
Gorillaz... murderous ex boyfriends...

decisions decisions, I'm not any good at this shit

So yeah, sorry to be bitching, but when I do I run to you. I can either live with my stressful family in the bay area, and go to school (which I enjoy greatly); or move back in with my dad and drop school for a semester and work full time to save up money to move and go to school far away. Or I could just run off somewhere and be a nomad/transient how ever you'd like to think of it. I want to move to Fortuna (its in northern california), just get away from the busy city for a while. Be a tree hugging hippie for a while, minus all the crazy drugs...and granola. Well maybe a little granola and some ginseng tea. Its just to stressful and insane everywhere. On the bright side my dads moving into a cool new house in Modesto. It has a study/computer room for me... nonsense. Everyone sucks besides my grammas and my dad. and timmee. au revior.

my car got impounded...

isnt that fun!!!  I love it. 
I was on Treasure Island visiting the Peach and a bunch of other crazy fools I hadn't seen in a while.  It was about 10pm and I decided it was about time I go to the Valley and visit my dad.  I went outside, got to where my car should have been and realized it was gone!  So I flipped out...completely flipped out.  I thought it was stolen, so I called the cops and they told me it had been towed by the city of San Francisco.  It was actually much better than it being stolen.  I'm so broke I dont even have insurance right now.  Towed was better than stolen.  Needless to say I got completely piss drunk that night.  It was great.  Waking up wasn't so fun.  My car was $141.25 to get out of impound.  The damn fools that had me towed were very lucky their shiny new red SUV was not parked in their usual spot ;)  I'm trying to plan my next trip.  I think that I'm going to be living on the bare minimum for the next year.